In My Life

There’s positivity ashore I don’t love you anymore There’s positivity elevated Used to being so jaded In my life, I have dealt with strife In my life, I want a winsome wife In my life, I have lost it all In my life, I will stand tall In my life...in my life...in my life... It cuts so deep like a jagged knife Let’s see what happens next... I am extremely vexed...vexed... In my life...in my life...in my life... It cuts so deep like a jagged knife Let’s see if I’ll make it another day I am extremely filled with dismay There’s gladness in what lies ahead I don’t hate you with such utter dread There’s gladness in eating His bread I have happiness and joy instead...instead... In my life, I have dealt with strife In my life, I want a winsome wife In my life, I have lost it all In my life, I will stand tall In my life...in my life...in my life... It cuts so deep like a jagged knife Let’s see what happens next... I am extremely vexed...vexed... In my life...in my life...in my life... It cuts so deep like a jagged knife Let’s see if I’ll make it another day I am extremely filled with dismay Engrained in mere embarrassment I have been full of discouragement I need Your help, oh Lord, to be holy I don’t want to be human literally Engrained in mere embarrassment I have been enlarged in encouragement I have received Your love - it’s blessing-sent I need Your joy, oh Lord, to lift me up I don’t want to be human...I need to be filled up like your delightful cup In my life, I have dealt with strife In my life, I want a winsome wife In my life, I have lost it all In my life, I will stand tall In my life...in my life...in my life... It cuts so deep like a jagged knife Let’s see what happens next... I am extremely vexed...vexed... In my life...in my life...in my life... It cuts so deep like a jagged knife Let’s see if I’ll make it another day I am extremely filled with dismay I just want peace within I just want to know where You’ve been I don’t want to be lost again I really need His mercy ten times ten In my life, I have dealt with strife In my life, I want a winsome wife In my life, I have lost it all In my life, I will stand tall In my life...in my life...in my life... It cuts so deep like a jagged knife Let’s see what happens next... I am extremely vexed...vexed... In my life...in my life...in my life... It cuts so deep like a jagged knife Let’s see if I’ll make it another day I am extremely filled with dismay There’s positivity ashore I have been hit to the core I love the pain you put me through Without you, I am numb with rue