In My Life

There’s positivity ashore
I don’t love you anymore
There’s positivity elevated
Used to being so jaded

In my life,
I have dealt with strife
In my life,
I want a winsome wife
In my life,
I have lost it all
In my life,
I will stand tall

In my life...in my life...in my life...
It cuts so deep like a jagged knife
Let’s see what happens next...
I am extremely vexed...vexed...
In my life...in my life...in my life...
It cuts so deep like a jagged knife
Let’s see if I’ll make it another day
I am extremely filled with dismay

There’s gladness in what lies ahead
I don’t hate you with such utter dread
There’s gladness in eating His bread
I have happiness and joy instead...instead...

In my life,
I have dealt with strife
In my life,
I want a winsome wife
In my life,
I have lost it all
In my life,
I will stand tall

In my life...in my life...in my life...
It cuts so deep like a jagged knife
Let’s see what happens next...
I am extremely vexed...vexed...
In my life...in my life...in my life...
It cuts so deep like a jagged knife
Let’s see if I’ll make it another day
I am extremely filled with dismay

Engrained in mere embarrassment
I have been full of discouragement
I need Your help, oh Lord, to be holy
I don’t want to be human literally
Engrained in mere embarrassment
I have been enlarged in encouragement
I have received Your love - it’s blessing-sent
I need Your joy, oh Lord, to lift me up
I don’t want to be human...I need to be filled up like your delightful cup

In my life,
I have dealt with strife
In my life,
I want a winsome wife
In my life,
I have lost it all
In my life,
I will stand tall

In my life...in my life...in my life...
It cuts so deep like a jagged knife
Let’s see what happens next...
I am extremely vexed...vexed...
In my life...in my life...in my life...
It cuts so deep like a jagged knife
Let’s see if I’ll make it another day
I am extremely filled with dismay

I just want peace within
I just want to know where You’ve been
I don’t want to be lost again
I really need His mercy ten times ten

In my life,
I have dealt with strife
In my life,
I want a winsome wife
In my life,
I have lost it all
In my life,
I will stand tall

In my life...in my life...in my life...
It cuts so deep like a jagged knife
Let’s see what happens next...
I am extremely vexed...vexed...
In my life...in my life...in my life...
It cuts so deep like a jagged knife
Let’s see if I’ll make it another day
I am extremely filled with dismay

There’s positivity ashore
I have been hit to the core
I love the pain you put me through
Without you, I am numb with rue
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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Krutsinger Avatar
May 28, 2020 at 5:20 PM
The best of wishes; I hope all is positivity from now on, for it sounds like you can use some "smooth sailing".
Breidenthal Avatar
August 29, 2020 at 3:28 PM
:) Thank you so much! Definitely and always~ ^_^ I hope you are well and have an awesome weekend!
Riabi Dziri Avatar
May 28, 2020 at 5:00 PM
Pain empowers the soul.. ignites the mind with insight.. fills the heart with fervent prayers.. A soul who has weathered life storms will reach the possibilities of the Self.. gain deeper understanding of the heart and mind.. and will get closer to divine beauty.. My honour and pleasure to read your poetry, J.W. Earnings! Best regards and blessings.
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