In My Head

Suicidal thoughts kept running through my head
Thinking maybe i'll be better off dead
My life is like algebra hard to find a solution
To me killing myself was the only option
Slowly cutting my wrist with a razor blade
Leaving scars on my skin that will never fade
Whenever i sit an try to figure out why 
All i get is flashbacks and a reason to cry 

Each day that goes by there is a battle to face 
With someone telling me i'm such a disgrace
It's like no one cares about me or my feelings
Because the more i try to change the less they start caring
Calling me names like ***** an hoe and other hurtful thing you won't want to know
I really wish my life could start over
And maybe everything will be much better
But for now i'll stay in this cold hearted world 
And maybe i"ll have a story to be told
                                                                          Natalia Williams
                                                                           15 yrs

Copyright © | Year Posted 2014



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Date: 1/18/2015 2:24:00 PM
Deep sad write Natalia - congrats on your win:-) hugs Jan xx
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Date: 1/17/2015 9:12:00 PM
Well penned poem on winter's end, congrats on the win
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Date: 1/17/2015 7:28:00 PM
Natalia, Congratulations, on your awesome Winter Win:) I super love and enjoyed all poems, some more than others. Anyways, this was XOOL and had Winter written all over. Stop by my latest blog "Winter Rose" if you'd like. Have fun, reading any poem on my list. Always & Forever ~LINDA~
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Date: 12/20/2014 9:47:00 AM
Love it, Natalia, , A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you enjoy the community. You'll find many friendly poets, who are ready to support and give positive feedback. I want to be the first to invite you on over, to the contest page. I OFFER MY CONTEST, "WINTER POEMS" in hopes it inspires you to write another poem. I look forward to following you and your poetry:) Enjoy the Christmas Holidays! From: your new poet friend @-> LINDA <-@
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Date: 12/20/2014 8:01:00 AM
- Welcome to P - Soup !!!! .... A Christmas smile two you :) - I wish you and your family a peaceful and lovely Christmas - oxox // Anne-Lise :)
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Date: 12/19/2014 11:55:00 AM
thanks
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Date: 12/19/2014 8:42:00 AM
Nicely expressed poem on life algebra, natalia
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Date: 12/19/2014 8:41:00 AM
very good write! and as long as you stay in this world you will always have a story to tell...
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