In Disbelief @ Elizabeth Ruff

I seen a deepness, hard to describe, it was in only one man's eyes the pain was there and I could see. But in disbelief I did not go. I wish that I could go back again so I could call this man a friend. He was caught in a soul with no relief, the soul was searching for just belief. But i can't find the reason why it travels in time in disbelief. I wonder why that I can't seek I think it's further then I can reach but for some reason I regret the soul I search is only death. Dedicated Howard Hughes