Imperfect

i am imperfect i don't have a perfect body i am imperfect you do not want me i am imperfect my bum is too big my face is too round and i can't really sing my smile is plain and i walk kind of weird my hair i distain nothing i hold dear i used to have cute feet at least but since the accident i dont even have that they're the beauties,im the beast and i can't stand that why am i so shallow? i know that what you're thinking i never was before i wish i could stop blinking i want to be run over,by a HUGE mack truck i want to get the cold shoulder cause' thats what i feel must must be waht i really deserve or really need somehow just me im not good enough and leave forever now i am so tired of this,im not doing it anymore death is what i need and it is what im looking for imperfection. kills.