Immortal

I am immortal, I have suffered many losses, And will suffer many more, I shall wait, Wait until I die, Though the day will never come. I am immortal, I love you all so much, I cry when you’re gone, Though it never helps, Living forever is such a curse, But I can’t bring myself to take this life. I am immortal, Forced to wonder earth for an eternity, I cannot die, Though I so wish for the end, Take me now, Bring the end I so desperately seek. I am immortal, Take me through white gates, Lead me to darkness, I shall follow you through it all, Like I did so long ago, Take me now. I am immortal, I am trapped in this body that won’t wither, I want to be free, But the breathe won’t leave me, Though my soul wishes to find peace, My heart won’t stop beating. I am immortal, I can only cry these days, Alive for so long, And you all dead for so long, I have cried so many tears I could fill an ocean, And lived so many days to see the end of the world. I am immortal, Why can I not move on, Why can I not die, These days are not numbered, And I cannot use this knife, I cannot bring myself to do it. I am immortal, This cursed placed on me at birth, I am scared, So scared, That I will never see you again, Please let me find peace, Please let me rest. But the tears still sparkle in my eyes, For my soul cannot rest, I am cursed, Though you see me blessed, Step into my shoes, For they are those of one who cannot die.