I'Ma Boutta Bubble Baby

Phobias since age 5 Of germs Of space Of people Social anxiety Put me in a bubble early Seems noone can get close aquintances try to stick Like glue ,Only temporary Like rubber hitting rubber Bouncing bubble derby balls Race begins All emotions rebound off other bubbles Finally I begin to feel vibrations stick Realization sets and sits The key was in my face since 5 years age?!? The frequencies you put out always rebounded off this perfectly rounded box .why? Suddenly it hits me and sticks The bubble is not a bubble at all Though original vision was a physical exterior bubble It is actually a box Nothing tangible of course Engineered Man-made Mental prison that I've accidentally outsmarted. First thought stepping outside into REALality Have i outsmarted myself? and broke a man made prison engineered by yours truly . ME. REALLY!?! Was I my own worst enemy ? or is the enemy just that good.? physcological warfare? maybe? Which leads me to wonder... if it is... who put him in his bubble? Sadistic mastermind Tis thyself very own motherboard? Hmm.. ? Ha!! Well who cares. No worries. Minds maytrick sometimes.