I'M Trying To Forgive You

After all this time, I still have pain inside. I’m trying to let it go, but it’s so hard. All the lies are still hurting me. I can’t get over how you hurt and betrayed me. I wish I could, I wonder why is it so hard? We had plans to be a family, but I guess they’ll never come true. The best part of me I gave you, and you take it and left. I loved you from day one, now those days are gone because you decided to leave me. All you had to do was tell me you didn’t want to be with me. Loving you was easy, now it’s hard to stop. I’m trying to forgive and forget, but I can’t. I’m glad it’s over, but I miss you. I can’t trust or believe anything you say now. Trying to forgive you is so hard, but I have to. So I can stop all this crying and live my life without you.