I'M Tired of Pretending Part 2

They don't understand when they've pushed me too far. They never know when I've been pushed too far They're all ignorant No on really understands. No one knows half of the thoughts that go through my mind No one knows half of what I feel I wear a facade to make others happy To make others not worry To make others not yell at me for doing somthing stupid. I get so tired of pretending Of locking it all away Because locking it all away... Well, it never helps. It only makes me hurt more It only causes my lungs to fill with lead My heart to drop into the pit of my stomach and my self destructive ways. No one knows Why I do what I do No one knows The silent pain everyone and myself put me through No one knows That I'm tired of being replaced No one knows That I'm tired of pretending.