I'M Sorry For Everything

I’m sorry, not only for me, But for putting people through stress in excess I’m sorry, please set me free, Lord, I need some progress and less distress Buried alive, stuck in my space in time… I’m sorry for everything I’ve done that was a crime… There’s this pain in my heart and from the start, you tore it apart with sorrow, So forgive my wrongs and regrets and let live love for tomorrow! I’m such a mess sometimes I’m sorry for everything at times… I need a break or two Just to not think of you… I know you have forgiven me, But I haven’t forgiven myself yet Do yourself a favor and be happy Even if I’m sorry for all of the regret I’m sorry for everything I do… All the things I say isn’t true… Who knew I’d be in love with you But, yet hate you now — who knew… I’m sorry for everything I do… All the things I put you through… Who knew I’d lose touch of reality Free me for an eternity…and beyond me… My freedom is far from being screwed-up and alone I want to spend every hour with you, Yet, you left me hanging like a hung-up phone I’m sorry for everything I put you through… I cared about you many times before But, this time, it hurts me to the core and change is a challenging chore I’m sorry, please set my mind at ease and you — I’m sorry, I don’t mind the hurt you put me through Buried alive, I wish you’d go away today, But this time, I’m sorry you’re here to stay…stay… There’s this pain in my heart and from the start, you tore it apart with sorrow, So forgive my wrongs and regrets and let live love for tomorrow! I’m such a mess sometimes I’m sorry for everything at times… I need a break or two Just to not think of you… I know you have forgiven me, But I haven’t forgiven myself yet Do yourself a favor and be happy Even if I’m sorry for all of the regret I’m sorry for everything I do… All the things I say isn’t true… Who knew I’d be in love with you But, yet hate you now — who knew… I’m sorry for everything I do… All the things I put you through… Who knew I’d lose touch of reality Free me for an eternity…and beyond me… My freedom is far from being screwed-up and alone I want to spend every hour with you, Yet, you left me hanging like a hung-up phone I’m sorry for everything I put you through… I’ll be abiding by your side As long as you notice you’re not alone and slowly let anger rot I’ll be subsiding from your side, Demons in my mind, telling me that I’m everything that I’m not I love you and I hate you a lot and that’s saying a lot I don’t want our love to go to naught… But, tonight, I’m fighting the greatest fight of all — I’m sorry for everything I’ve done, But, despite my fall, I will stand tall I’m not sorry for loving you a ton! There’s this pain in my heart and from the start, you tore it apart with sorrow, So forgive my wrongs and regrets and let live love for tomorrow! Sorry, love, I’m such a mess sometimes I’m sorry for everything at times… -This song is dedicated to my brother-in-law, AJP’s, past and my struggle with finding love in the present…and inspired by the songs “I Don’t Care” by Apocalyptica and “Remember Everything” by Five Finger Death Punch.