I'M Sorry

We've been weighing on my mind. I'm sorry for my conflicting ways. I have many layers to my emotions, some I choose to listen to which end up betraying me. I was disheveled, when you walked into my story when things were extremely stormy. The smile & laugh, which had quit eluded me, came floating back within me. It made me smile to know someone could still bring them back to me. That maze of which we spoke, has many winding ways. Way which lead to many places, which most people do not stay. Somehow though, I don't know why, there is no spark within me. We do, however, have a key, the key to smiles & laughter. After we began to talk I could see how you began to shine. The many smiles, in that small time, should not become history, for our friendship could be something great, but now is rather grey. I understand if you decide to leave our laughs and friendship behind. Just do not leave me in the dark, to try and solve the mystery.