I'M Not Ready To Accept
It's surely not the way I'd plan it
It is surely not the way I foreseen it
Idiots, stupids, dumb...
Names I'm calling myself
For once I thought I was certain
Never had I imagine it would all end up this way
How can I be happy
When you've took all my happiness away with you
How can I forget you
When I'm always thinking of you
How can I stop loving you
When I've always love you
With you I'd thought I stand a chance
I blew it all up
Lack of confidence
Lack of commitment
Lack of trust
Leads me to all this loneliness
I know for sure what I feel for you
But to keep you seems so hard
You must hate me right now
I gather
Never did I want to lose you
But my pride and my ego was in the way
Why it's so hard, when you make it so easy
I refused to accept that this is over
I still can't believe that I have been knocked down
Got nobody else but myself to blame
Why do I have to be stubborn
I need to learn to forgive and try to let go
I need to patience
Ever since you've gone
My mind hasn't rest at all
I've got nobody but myself to blame
I'm sorry I been able to say how I feel
You are mine no matter what
I'm not prepared to accept this defeat
I do not believe its over all over again
No, not just now
Please forgive me...
...I'm weak!
Copyright © Shirley Madeleine | Year Posted 2013
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