I'M Home

I never did do very well with survival. 
I used to yell by choice at life expecting an echo 
to call back and fall in love with my voice.
Before I fell asleep I'd dig so deep within myself 
I thought everyone else must deem me filthy.
I felt absurd in the skin I was in and craved attention 
while giving up just to prove that I have a strong mind 
that will still wear heels to the trial of whether or not I'm good enough.
Then, I saw his face and laughed out loud at how I gasped
because it was like the screech before a collision.
This was the sound I've never heard when time stops 
because someone takes your breath away.
I was ready for the grip tight fight, fold over dear beloved letter 
you send to meet the trinity of drinks, sunset, and music. 
Sip, sip, kiss, reminisce and zip tie ropes on tight lipped sentences
to hang on every space between words.
I learned the hard way that trust puts rust on an old soul, but
I felt a fire within my tired and out came a mouthful of choir 
at a street sign stop rest, deep breath, silence, walk back on the path 
of rocks and pebbles because broken pieces take you home 
to a place you know where innocence resides behind eyelids 
and cracked sidewalks that grow roses and ghosts.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Whatley Avatar
August 27, 2019 at 12:14 PM
Crazy coincidence, both of us have been inactive for 3 years, and then here we are in August '19, like a re-union! So many beautiful phrases here, I especially like the playfulness of "to hang on every space between words".
Marcum Wong Avatar
August 22, 2019 at 12:00 PM
Mindy, this poem is incredible. I loved the journey this took me on to get home. A warm welcome to our Poetry Soup family. Congratulations on your win! I look forward to reading more. : ) Aloha, Connie
Scars Avatar
August 20, 2019 at 10:39 AM
that last line! great poem. Thank you for your participation and congrats on your placement. I was honored to read your poem :)-luloo
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