If Only I Have To Stop

I have no words to describe how excruciating it is to be born with nothing. On thorns of roses I stepped in, These wounds are bare on my feet. If only I have to slow down, I run too fast yet pain is getting deep. I jump off on this race yet I got nothing to use. I got my poor hands as a weapon and still I always lose. I see this really clear. But far from my positive perspective. This is cruel and worst I just want to stop breathing. If only I can utter a word just to tell how I wanted to stop. But I just can't. I think I can't. And I plea Him to save me from this world I'm into Stuck in isolated wilderness I don't know what to do. I lay down everything and I cry Life is circling around the bush I just want to die. LeiStrauss2020