If Only

I wish I was the one 
but I know I am not 
it is not me that makes you cry 
tears of despair or tears of joy 
thoughts of me 
do not keep you awake each night 
I am not the first one you think of 
when you awake in the early hours 
I cannot shower you in kisses 
touch your cheek, wrap my arms around you 
and promise you forever 
I can't give you long smouldering looks 
then wink to make you laugh 
or say something corny and make you cringe 
My impending visits won't set your heart a flutter 
my silence or my leaving, 
just an inconsequential stutter 
to the day that the one returns 
and sweeps you off your feet 
leaving me behind 
to sit 
and watch
and weep
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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February 13, 2017 at 10:11 AM
I can feel your sorrow!
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