If Only...

There it lays on his shelf With that blade he cuts himself Every night he feels so cold All alone that's all he holds A lonely life breeds a broken heart A malice mind leads to hurtful art And everyone just plays their part If only he could just restart Hopeless he loves the dark Loveless his soul embarks On a new journey far away Where he wishes he could stay But drugs will never be enough To wash away his life so rough It doesn't matter if it's good stuff Please just be strong, just be tough I miss you and although your gone I know that your soul has moved on My thoughts add on and in every dozen I think of you, my little cousin *Dedicated to my cousin John, RIP Cuz*