If Only (You Knew)

If only I can tell you how I feel, would things change? (Laugh-friends??) Will my broke heart heal, or will it continue to die? Would you care? Will I still be your honey bear,sweetie-bear,cutie bear, baby-bear or even a friend? If I can let you see would you feel my pain? And let you see to understand. Would you step up to the plate and be a man?!? Or will you continue this little childish game? And see what you put me through each and every single day. And if I can let you hear the pain, would you listen? Would your love dry my tears? Yes there is a saying; saying trade shoes: But we wouldn’t because you wouldn’t be able to handle what I go through every day! You might get up and quench, and shake! But then I wonder if I can tell you would you even listen? Next thing you know I have a snotty attitude saying: I dint want to talk, or have no dealings with you anymore!! But again I can’t because the love I feel for you is true. That’s why I can continue to say If only you knew