If I Write It Down

I've been sitting here for hours trying to write about us. What happened, how we started. All I've done is cry. I don't have the words to say what I want to. I'm too attached to the situation right now and I know if I type it, If I write it down in my poetry. Then it's real. Then It's really true. I can't deny it. If write it down then I have to accept it. I'm not ready for that. I don't think I'll ever be ready for that.