If I Weren'T Afraid

If I weren't afraid,
        full of apprehension and fear;
      and I did not always feel so betrayed,
        while trying to make fear disappear.
  Oh, I am undaunted in my search for calm and cool,
  and not the nerd girl and outcast I was in school;
    and I can even act a fool,
               remove my masquerade.

               Yes, I can make you laugh,
        not by jokes but by the things I say;
      just ask the nursing home patients and staff,
        I often entered a room doing ballet.
  No, not by jokes but by the pain I often undid,
  by the compassion that I never keep hid;
    by courage I muster amid,
               even when I am afraid.

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September 14, 2019


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September 15, 2019 at 4:47 AM
Hi BW, (I hope it's ok I still call by the name I knew as when I first joined. If not let me know). I liked you take on the contest theme. I can relate and find myself in the majority of your lines. I've always been seen as a nerd / misfit ( even until this day). But I'm much older now and it doesn't bother me too much what others think. Being afraid/ fear is a nothing thing. I wish you the best of luck in the contest. Have a great weekend:-) Alexis
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September 15, 2019 at 8:35 AM
Alexis, thank you for the visit and the great comment, I am still a nerd, but like you don't care, I still have lots of fears yet accept them as part of who I am, but I am more willing now to take the plunge rather than hide in the background now.
Mcintosh Avatar
September 14, 2019 at 10:49 AM
This is a wonder. I love it for the contest. The rhyme scheme is great, too. Best in the contest and blessings for you
La France Avatar
September 14, 2019 at 7:38 PM
Thank you Regina
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