If I Were Cynthia, and My Love Lennon

If I were Cynthia, and my love Lennon I would love him as my first and last love I would not believe if this was heaven That is a dream like clouds above. I would love him as my first and last love Dance with him till my final breath That is a dream like clouds above Before the end comes like death. Dance with him till my final breath In the memories I have kept for so long Before the end comes like death But for our son, I have to stay strong In the memories I have kept for so long I see him smiling at his jokes But for our son, I have to stay strong Tonight, in his memory, I'm cleaning the dirt on his cloak. I see him smiling at his jokes And wish he would be here with me Tonight, in his memory, I'm cleaning the dirt on his cloak Wondering why we couldn't stay as a family And wish he would be here with me I would not believe if this was heaven Wondering why we couldn't stay as a family If I were Cynthia, and my love Lennon