If I Stayed

The more I care, The less I show it. The more I want to be around you, The less you know it. It's not like I mean to. I just don't know what to say, I don't know what to do. because, god, look at you. I can't stop. And that's the problem. I have so many feelings - I can't focus them. I can't control them. So I stutter and walk away, So I shrug, look down - We're shrouded in silence because I have so much I want to say. But I can't speak. I can barely move, because, god, look at you - You're smiling at me and I'm short circuiting. I want to ask - I don't know what I want to ask. I care, god, do I care - I want to be here, I swear. I just don't know how to tell you, to ask you to stay. Because, god, look at you, You're walking away. And because I care, because I want to be around you, I turn around, go the opposite way, Hoping that I can do this another day.