Identity -----Lost In Tethered Emotions

I am still in a mess am I born with a body and a soul? if I am a body , I know myself, but if I am soul too then what is my goal? am I just a boy or more than that, Just confused with my identity, am I a thing to be used, or a precious creation of vanity. I am still in a fix of life, where I relate myself with material, I have no price tag with me, but everything else for me is a monistic cereal. I am lost in greed and deed for lust, trouncing everyone out of my way, I want to be a king, of the world where thoughts doesn’t sway I am doing things as it is, Understanding noting from deep, I create nothing for lives, But inside me has 1000 pains to keep. So when will I get my true identity, When I will be free from this jar, I want to be free from tears, Give me my identity, leave me "Why Me Yaar*" Yaar* ....................... is a word used in Hindi for Friend This is a poem from my third poetry book "Why me yaar" which is available in Amazon.com.