Ice Cold Lost

so desperate to meet you here however you do not show i come back to the same place grey hairs display my stress a certain part of me tingles until i come close to climax my knees beg to buckle, but i remain firm with what little strength i have left deep within my mind i need you so badly i am so enamored with my lust for you that my brain cannot connect i am totally ignorant of the fact that the feeling is not even close to mutual on her end yet and still i wait in the same place in all seasons the circle has become a maze craze concave quadrilateral in total darkness so anxious to see you here....to heavily tight to be freely loose