I Write

My writings my best When I'm feeling my worst So I, Get my pen and my pad And put my pain n my verse This is real talkÂ There's no need to rehearse I got to get it out, before I burst So I write At any given moment I could snap I could go completely off And lose my ever lasting mind Because I'm here Here in a place where I'm being smothered by my tears So I ask myself What do I do What do I do, when the pain that I feel so thick That I can hardly breathe, and I can't think straight, What do I do when there's no light at the end of the tunnel When it feels like the walls Around me are closing in, and closing in, and closing in On me So tight that the world As I know it Is falling apart all around me Where my normal thinking is not rational my perception is not only what I think I see But it’s an reality Being motivated by multiple personalities STOP LAUGHING AT ME, THIS IS NOT A JOKE NAW, I AIN'T LAUGHING OR EVEN SMILING THE FEELINGS THAT I HAVE INSIDE ARE SO REAL, THE VOICES ARE GETTING LOUDER AND LOUDER AND MY EMOTIONS ARE CONFUSED AND THE PRESSURES JUST KEEP PILING AND PILING NO, NO DOC YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE A CLUE FOR REAL SO I'LL SAY SCREW YOU AND YOUR PILLS I'll just stick to writing!

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Teddy Kimathi

Date: 5/19/2016 7:03:00 AM

Hi Nsideout. Congrats for having your fine piece featured in the Poetry Soup homepage!! ;-)

Skat A

Date: 4/29/2016 10:55:00 AM

WRITING DOES HELP, NSIDEOUT, Welcome to Poetry Soup. It will be a delight to read and become familiar with your poems in the future. As for now, I will greet you with the same smile others passed when I first joined the soup. Wishing you and your poetry the best. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here STARTING with me- SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you wish. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND" Hugs* SKAT

Nsideout Davis
Date: 4/29/2016 1:00:00 PM

thanks SKAT, i really feel welcomed. i'm really excited to read some poetry from the community. what more would u like to know about me.

Manmath Dalei

Date: 4/29/2016 6:03:00 AM

Hi Nsideout, Nice and wonderful first entry. Welcome to poetry soup. Hope you will enjoy our community. Wish you a fruitful journey ahead.......with love.

Nsideout Davis
Date: 4/29/2016 12:54:00 PM

Thanx a lot Bro. it's been fun so far. There's a lot more to come!

Poet Destroyer A

Date: 4/28/2016 8:11:00 PM

Well expressed, it's always good to get it off the chest, Nsideout,, I had a feeling when I clicked on your name, your first post was going to be a haiku... ;)fa.... :), Welcome to Poetry soup, I hope you enjoy the community. Here, you will find friendly poets who enjoy supporting one another. I myself, enjoy reading and commenting those who want to be read. The only time I give constructive criticism is when a poet desires it. However, if for some reason the poem is not my field I will guide you to someone who is more qualified than I. Stop by and read one of my poems if you like. My poems are not perfect, but I have a feeling you might like one. I encourage you to check out the contest page and read to receive comments. Tell me a little about your poetic skills if you like. It will be my pleasure to follow and read every poem you post from here on :) We are Lucky To Have you. Your New Poet Friend @-> LINDA <-@

Nsideout Davis
Date: 4/28/2016 10:13:00 PM

Thanks a lot for checking my poetry out. My writing style is wide. Because i have the ability to put myself into other people shoe, and write what i feel their mood is. I write from different view point as you will find out. Thanks for stopping by once again!