I Wish I Could Cry

I Wish I Could Cry I just wish I could break down like a rolling stone from the mountain let it all out, finally be found. I'm tired of hiding from what hurts me more either way I still feel like dirt and rejected. I hate the fact that I can't cry just because am a man day by day I'll sit and try but all in vein. But it's all somewhere inside it can’t be seen, refusing to come out, choosing to hide from the heart of mine. If I could only show my true feelings, my brain will be seen as a rotten carcasses by the road side. How great it would be to relax, look forward to the future and forget about the past. When will it happen? I don't know, but I'm ready for this moment, let the pain show. How much is it going to take, for me to finally give in and let my wall break. One day I'll look up and stare at the sky, and fully breakdown, finally feel myself cry