I was right all along

I heard a whisper before I close my eyes to sleep I heard a loud siren when I was dreaming of something dark to see I got anxious for a while and got back to sleep I was not drowning enough to stop So I fed more, I lent more, I drove more Until I found myself down the drain I didn't follow anyone, I didn't beg I was simply loved bombed by an angel or I thought was I was right, went all dangerous I kept my walls high Even though I fed more I stopped and when I finally stopped the final moment I won I won No regrets after all