I Want To Say I'M Sorry

All the time I’ve been waiting on somebody to help me, Let this rage and depression slide past me, I don’t want to feel this way, I’m sorry I hurt you, But I can’t take it anymore, I was sad and I still am, I’m not as sad as before, But the signs are still here, I did some things I’m not proud of, I’ve said some things I shouldn’t have, I love many of you very much, And one of you I still love after what happened, I’m hoping to feel better after I’ve gotten this off my chest, Writing this helps a lot, It saved me from certain things, That would have made you all cry, But I never truly feel happy, But I don’t have much to live for, To live by, I try not to cry but this feeling won’t leave, I’m stuck in this world alone, I’m going to die alone, I can’t go without saying this, But I’m going to die prematurely, I just wanted to make sure you knew, Because I can feel my body dieing, There’s no use in crying, I want to cry so bad, But all I can say is I’m sorry, I didn’t want to have any regrets.