I Want To Be Excused

I don't wanna be used I wanna be excused Don't ask for my attention If you won't be worth my mention Don't promise not hurt me If you won't love the pain I already have away Don't summon my heart If you're going to feel it with hurt Don't make me smile, If the smile will only last a while I want to be excused Do not occupy my mind If just under my nose My teeth I will grind Stay away Don't blow me away If you won't hold me when I'm falling Do not push me I want to be excused Do not hug me If you will not hold on to me forever Do not kiss me If my lips will not be your favourite dish Do not call me beautiful If you don't know beautiful I want to be excused Do not invite me to your house If I will not be your home Do not hold my hand Or touch my body Don't even knock at the door of my temple If you're not going to worship me Because my body is a temple And I only let in he who will worship Treasure, and always worship me I want to be excused Do not say you love me If it won't last to infinity Do not say you miss me If it does not wrench your heart to smithereens Do not say you want me If you don't need me Do not say you don't wanna lose me If your hold on me is loose I want to be excused I want to be excused Because I don't want to contract that STD That'll keep me awake all night Checking my phone and wondering Where I went wrong I want to be excused Because all you'll do is ballon me And when I get labour pains for love You won't even be there to take care