I Want To

I want to forgive you, I do But I just can't When I am reminded every day That you broke every promise you made When still I'm here, holding on To a hope that is all but gone I want to hate you, sometimes But I just can't When I still look at you with eyes That can't contain the tears I cry Over how much I've hurt for what you did And the pain inside I still relive I want to love you, desperately But I just can't You truly don't deserve me to feel this way After you threw my love and heart away So much left to share with you Now those dreams will never come true I want to trust you, completely But I just can't Not like I did once, not long ago Before you lied and cheated, no I feel like a fool for having believed in you Trusting you to be faithful and true I want to be friends, perhaps But I just can't Because friends aren't afraid to feel To share with each other what's real And for you I will never accept The choices you made, you will regret So just what are we supposed to do? I want to love you, I do...