I Want a Love Part One

I want a love that comes once in a lifetime filled with sleepless nights and for all the no reason fights I want warm whispers underneath an ever billowing blanket where I hunger for his touch and he is only awaiting me Passion overwhelming all of our senses intoxicating Legs caught up in a tango the rythym shared bewteen beautiful heart pounding echooing all the way down into my gut breathless and head still spinning I feel as If i am one with the universe and you straight to the stars where the warmth of the sun is almost blinding I want to feel My heart ripping in two when you leave my side blood dripping all over the floor Screaming into pillows lips burnt from the salty concentration of my wet tears grit my teeth and close my eye gripping the blankets for something to hold on to comfort I let only the darkness enfold its arms around me Tossing and turning and choking on stale air Sweating bullets Feverous I welcome the pain its something I can bear I want a love, and I want it so badly I want a love that makes me act the fool Insanity Just plain happy When you return I want to feel my heart jump into throat Speechless arms and legs shaking like a leaf in a windstorm So happy my heart's going a 1000 beats per minute hold me close and you will feel the amplitude to it I want breathless moments where you kiss me and rejuvenate all the life once more in me killing all the sadness and loneliness that has accumulated my system for months where I am cured I yearn for you I want to glow Lighting up the dingy airport like a lost ship it will help you to find me I want to make your face tingle with hummingbird kisses Jumping into your arms kissing you so hard your eyes pop out do you welcome this dream? I wonder -------- PART ONE TO BE CONTINUED