I Want

I want to scream, I want to holler, I want to yell I want truth, understanding, reason to prevail to bring clarity to my reality I want to cry about all that I feel wanting the sadness not to be so real to all that hurts me still I want to be strong and not faint but I am human and not a saint so I will stumble, I will make mistakes, I will not always understand, I will not always know how to make what I want or desire so I want to be happy, I want my children close to me I want another chance with my family I want to try, I want to believe that God, can and He will. supply all I need.