I Wanna

I WANNA BE IN LOVE BUT IM KINDA SCARED MESSED AROUND WITH THE WRONG FEMALE BEFORE HAD ME CHECKING TO SEE WHAT WAS REALLY WRONG WITH ME HAD ME GONE OUT OF MY MIND WITH MY OWN INSECURITIES PROMISED MYSELF I WILL NEVER FALL IN LOVE BUT UM I LIED ONE DAY I WILL AGAIN WHEN THE TIME IS RITE HAVE TO GET BACK ON MY **** MAKE SURE IM RIGHT I WANNA LOVE AGAIN BUT IM HELD BY THIS EMOTION CALLED FRIGHT... I CANT SEE REALITY CANT SEE THE LIGHT... I WANNA LOVE AGAIN BUT THE REAL QUESTION IS WHERE SHE HURT ME? OR WILL SHE TAKE ME FOR WHO I AM? WILL SHE PLAY AND LEAVE ME FOR ANOTHER GUY OR WILL SHE BE MY DOWN CHICK TAKING MY GOOD WITH MY BAD EXCEPTING MY FLAWS AND ALL... CAUSE LIKE I SAID I WANNA LOVE AGAIN BUT I WANT HER TO CATCH ME WHEN I FALL... I WANNA B ABLE TO DO THE SAME.. I WANNA LOVE AGAIN BUT WHEN IM HURT IS SHE GONE STOP THE RAIN OR AT LEAST ATTEMPT TO.. I WANNA LOVE AGAIN BUT I WANT HER FEELINGS TO BE MUTUAL.... I WANNA LOVE AGAIN...