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I Thought

I Thought...
I thought we could both hold each others hand
And smile at each other as we overcome the storm
And look into each others eyes with great relief
And hold each other in each others eyes
As we embrace each other in our soul
Because my soul pants to know you more
So that even in my absence or 
When I am not saying a word
We could hear each other in our thoughts
So I thought  

I thought you came to me in the depth of your soul
I thought you always talk to me from your heart
I thought you have a link with me in your mind
I thought you'll be beside me and disclose to me
All that goes on in your mind
As I would reveal to you 
Where your words have touch in my soul
And where your love has healed in my heart
Also how I feel you in my mind

And admit my vile thoughts about you to you
So that your touch will make me forget them forever
Because you are with me in my soul
I can fear no foe or be wooed
That's my thoughts
 
I thought all these days you were there for me with your soul
In those times of tears and mourning, when we regret those actions
In those times we struggle together and laugh at each other madness
I thought you were there with me with your words
Those times when your words sooth my pains
Those times you rebuke me when I was going insane

I never knew you did not mean what you say when you say them
And I thought those words came from the depth of your love for me
It’s unthinkable that you did not say what you mean all this while
And its obvious that you never for once mean all you said
Because we are meant to be committed to our spoken word
Inasmuch my word is my bond

I thought we both have a vow we made
I thought we both have promises to keep
I thought I had a place in your heart
And a duty because of our vow

Why given me attitudes now?
Why the silent all these while? 
When i need you to keep my confidant
I never knew that your soul was not there initially
When you stood and made those promises
Until your attitudes revealed where your heart is

I thought I have all things set-up with your consent
I never knew you had your concealed plan
To move on with your life without me
What a memorable day indeed, 
When you say-“don’t miss me AGAIN”

Remember, you previously said-“don’t love me again”
Yet I choose to love you and I could remind you of that day
You said to me “you are the only one that have been saying
“I love you…One million and one times
Why won't i love you 
When you have a place in my heart
So I Thought 

Copyright © Michael Madukairo | Year Posted 2011

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