I Should'Ve Never Let You Die
I should’ve never let you die
I feel remorse about your death of sorrow
I feel like I wasn’t there for you , every time when I express my sorrow of sadness I think about wishing I could take it back but I can’t. I should’ve cared more about your needs and sensitivity but instead I acted so insensitive and cold hearted. It’s my fault that you’re dead , It’s my fault that I let you drowned near by the bath tub with blood dripping every way . I feel so guilty that you throw your entire life away over my foolishness. My pity and sympathy should die along with me. It’s my fault that you’re not coming back and not being my beautiful wing , I collapse when my wings are vanished somewhere. But you remembered this I always loved you and cared for you , I just didn’t want to tell you how I felt about you because I liked to hide my emotions and I can be a jerk when I hide it too. I deserve to die with sympathy and guilt . I hate myself for letting you commit suicide in my tub when we fought about why I didn’t love you.
This is goodbye to the world as I’m giving up on life and taking my life away by joining my beautiful kindness wings in peacefully hell. This is my state of depression to you my love
Christopher Carson Burton
Copyright © Cmack Estevez | Year Posted 2016
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