I Should of Known

I feel so tired from life, I'm justing waiting to go and i dont care who gets my soul, there's so much i let no one know, because if you knew, you'd want to end whatever kind of relationship shared between me and you, I know this might get you down, its just how i feel at the moment right now, don't worry, because theres something that drives me, that gets me through, that no matter how much i want to give up, it alllows me to continue on to whatevers next, it might of been the high but i saw God's steps, I should of known he was there, I vented too much, extreme explicetness for any ears, I should of known no matter how big my rage, he'll always care, so father forgive me, I'm just tryn to get out of this funk of despair, I just pray i'm almost there.