I Said Good-Bye

August 30 2018 12:10 a.m. through 2 a.m. the last time I said good-bye.

  I woke up not expecting to lose the love of my life, my soulmate. No one should have to go through death of a mate.  After, fifteen excruciating hours of watching him go through cardiac arrest six different times, I finally had to let him go. 

  I bent over kissed his lips and sat beside him.  I looked at his handsome face reminiscing on the moments I met him while I held his hand and how my body burned till this moment. 

  I held my rosary in my hand and as my fingers moved and touched each bead, I recited my prayers and its mysteries. There was a faint smile on his face as I prayed.

  When I was done, I told the nurse I was ready to help her.  She gathered everything we needed to prepare cleaning his body, then proceeded in removing life support tubes.   

  It gave me peace to be able to spend that quiet time alone with him, I felt his happiness.  

  He sat beside me all the way home telling me to drive careful.  

  It's been two years and I still feel his presence. My life is empty and dreadfully painful without him. Those moments I spent with him was not enough, a lifetime I would never forget.

8/1/2020


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Koplin Avatar
August 9, 2020 at 3:09 PM
What an emotional piece. I’m so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your love and pain in this heartfelt poem. A well deserved win! Congratulations
Mishra Avatar
August 8, 2020 at 3:48 AM
This is such a touching write Eve. I'm sure he remains with you in the essence of the love and memories you shared. Congratulations on your win! :)
La France Avatar
August 7, 2020 at 12:25 PM
Eve, congratulations on your win in my memories challenge with this excellent write, so emotional, it truly touched my heart, a FAV for me _Constance
Gilmour Avatar
August 7, 2020 at 2:16 AM
Dearest Eve such tender words of love and longing, we never get over losing the love of our life but gradually the smiles outnumber the tears. Congrats on your top win Eve. With kindest thoughts Ann xx
Andresen Avatar
August 7, 2020 at 1:47 AM
- Congratulations on your win, Eve :) - hugs // Anne-Lise :)
Brul Avatar
August 7, 2020 at 12:04 AM
Those we love forever dwell in our hearts. This excellent piece brought tears to my eyes. Congratulations for a TOP WIN, dear Eve!
Watt Avatar
August 6, 2020 at 11:06 PM
I'm sure you will always feel his presence, dear Eve. Writing about it can help with the emptiness. Thank you for sharing these memories. Congrats on your #1. Hugs ~ John
One Avatar
August 1, 2020 at 9:01 AM
I remember when Roper left this earth.. Such a lovely man and I remember the sadness and angst of your pen... We never stop hurting, just learn to live withe the pain of loss... :(
Mcintosh Avatar
August 1, 2020 at 8:02 AM
So painful!!! My love and prayers are with you sweet lady
Cunningham Avatar
August 1, 2020 at 7:14 AM
So sad Eve, But hasn't time flown, you still have those fond memories of the life you had together and in your heart he lives on Tom
Andresen Avatar
August 1, 2020 at 3:01 AM
- A memory you will never forget, Eve ... heartbreaking ... gave me a lump in my throat ... - Best wishes in the contest - (maybe you should change the title ... contest rules) - hugs and love // Anne-Lise :)
Evans Avatar
August 1, 2020 at 1:35 AM
Lovely! I have always been amazed at how a poem can turn the saddest moments into unbridled beauty.
Seeker Avatar
July 31, 2020 at 11:55 PM
May the emptiness within be magnetised by divine blissfulness in fullness.
Norton Avatar
July 31, 2020 at 11:26 PM
Very touching, beautiful, and inspiring. What a lovely memory. Bryan
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