I noticed it myself

So we have a house that stays here. And parents that always were here. So we tell them hello, and might use the toilet there don't we? See, the question that asks your mind who is there, is getting blinded by the trees, and the mountains are holding the pain strong. To make us last a little. When the last beats a heart beat, In every gives us a breathe, In every lets our blood flow. When it beats faster our blood boils and leaves us mad. When it beats faster it makes us turn away and hide our face, we know something is weirdly feeling good and exciting. Just now with the person walking down the street, didn't you hate it before? Then when the hearts leave, mind holding on still, someone got sooner away (my soul plays I am not sure), you always loved eating ice cream in the car and shared it with them, is it now something you hate? I feel myself that I could do so many things wrong, that you would Lose to count. There is so much to waste, lose and hurt. We do not see the heart slowly cloloring in Black, but you feel the emptiness by, screaming at everyone you know, being lazy and sleep all day. We do not see the heart slowly coloring in Black, but you feel it getting heavier by, acting silly and live by music, as it has give you the life. The Alkohol, you drink to thrive. The drugs you try to lie. Have you learned making more excuses? You are more often leaving the window by one foot, and sleeping in his bed. Does your mother know? When you leave them do, you feel fresh, the pink has tightened, then you try doing to much and feel exhausted. Just when you alone, you don't want to be interrupted. Is there a healthy way? Before there have been everyone and been asked about if they want to be here in life. What do you think, why have we sais yes? And why did he make us forget walking here barefoot? Thinking we are barefoot?