I Made Peace With My Past

It is almost like it was just a bad dream All that hurt me a faded bubble I was broken I mean then in the bad dream They said some horrible things and done some unspeakable stuff I mean was i ever happy In the bad dream Or was there just too many bad stuff that i can’t remember the good The laughter’s the hugs and kisses The giggles The tears of joy And now all i know is the bad words I mean i didn’t become it But it has become a part of me I THINK THAT’S WHY I KEEP PEOPLE… PEOPLE i love at a distant because when they decide to leave I’ll be okay I’ve become emotionally unavailable Or i don’t know how to explain it I cry when i watch sad movies and i get scared watching horrors And here i am a bubble full of emotions that i don’t know how to use among those i love or think i love its rather kind of messed up but i am learning every day that what happened in the bad dream wasn’t my fault at all And through all the nightmares i still get, makes me even more stronger than the demon trying to through me off course It was a bad dream and i woke up from it If i can, So can you They say what’s possible for one man is possible for another.