I Love You, I Loath You

Yesterday I would have cried an ocean over you, Hell knows I did on many occasion, Tired and alone from you non-existent love. Last night I cried a stream, It ran down my vacant expression, Rolled off my chin, And crashed onto my pillow, This morning there is nothing inside me left to cry. I am numb, Once again, Just like last time. Last time the blood made you stop and think, Realise you were wrong. This time all the cusses from me for nothing, I ran before you could reply in case I forgave you, Once again, Because god knows I forgave you, For everything you did to me, Time and time again. Next time? Ha! There won’t be a next time! I’m getting over you, All this pain will fade into the darkness that’s inside of me. I love you, I loath you, Now stay out of my life As one last wish from me, Let me get over you.