I Love Writin

SOMETIMES I FEEL STUCK W/NO POSSIBILITIES LIKE IM ALONE CUZ NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME I KNO IM RARE CUZ THERE'S NO ONE LIKE ME MIMICKIN IS NOT AN OPTION CUZ DEN U'LL HAVE 2 GET INSIDE OF ME FLOW THRU MY VEINS WIT EASE RUSH 2 MY HEART N STAY LIVE IN MY BRAIN LEARN Y I'M NOT HEALIN OTHA THEN DAT U'LL NEVA KNO WAT IM FEELIN I CAN HIDE MY CARES N WORRIES UNTIL DEY START SUBSIDIN I GOT A LOT OF THINGS INSIDE OF ME THAT I'VE BEEN HIDIN EMOTIONS THAT I'VE BEEN FIGHTIN SO I FOUND MY OUTLET N SO I KEEP WRITIN I DNT CARE IF THE NEXT PERSON LIKES IT OR IT DOESNT SOUND RIGHT CUZ ITS THE TRUTH FROM MY HEART I'VE NEVER WROTE IN PENCIL CUZ IF I HAVE 2 ERASE IT WASNT REAL U CANT REWRITE MISTAKES N LIFE RIGHT? U JUS HAVE 2 MOVE ON DA INK REPRESENTS EVERYTHIN I'VE DONE WRONG & RIGHT & HOW I LIVE W/NO REGRETS SO IF I MAKE A MISTAKE...N I WILL I'LL NEVA TRY 2 ERASE IT AND 4 A MOMENT I FEEL ALRIGHT CUZ I GOT SUMTHINGS OFF OF MY CHEST & MIND I TRY NOT 2 TAKE THINGS 4 GRANTED SO Y AM I TAKEN? I HAVE LOVE N MY HEART BUT I WANT 2 EXCHANGE IT I HAVE FEAR IN MY EYES BUT U CANT SEE IT I KEEP MY HEAD REAL LOW SO I DONT GET QUESTIONED I HATE WEN I HAVE 2 EXPLAIN Y PPL HAVE BEEN SO SELFISH THEY MAKE ME HAPPY THEN TAKE MY HAPPINESS WEN THEY LEAVE PPL DID SOME THINGS 2 ME U WOULDN'T BELIEVE BUT FROM MY PAST I LEARN N DEN TRY 2 REFRAIN TRYIN NOT 2 DO DA SAME THINGS AGAIN TRYN NOT 2 CRY CUZ I'VE BEEN BETRAYED I HATE 2 CRY SO I'LL START WRITIN AGAIN I LOVE 2 WRITE CUZ IT TELLS ME ABOUT ME LIKE THE THINGS I THINK I KNO ABOUT MYSELF AND EVEN THE THINGS I DONT SEE WHEN I WRITE ITS LIKE IM BI-POLAR I HAVE MULTIPLE PERSONALITES CUZ I NEVA WRITE BOUT DA SAME FEELINGS BUT THEY'RE ALL ME GLUE A PEN 2 MY HAND CUZ I'LL NEVA STOP WRITIN IT DA 1 THING DAT MAKES ME....HAPPY