I Look For Happiness In Wrong and Right Places

Daydreamer.... Skyscraper.... I wish to be famous In the same fortune bus Arrogance and pride Marrying me like a bride I'm a bad boyfriend And I don't mean to offend Chillin like a villain should I shouldn't be so lazy I'm feeling a little hazy Drunk off of energy High off of being free Trying to hold on to positivity Let me be, negativity...my corrupted baby... Rebellion shouldn't be my middle name Shame on me for being so lame Lost in a multitude Shy with bad attitude I drowned in frowns I had no friends to begin with Going through my downs My life...I wish it was all a silly, little myth I will not be a potty mouth Liars are like phones that lag My mind goes from north to south I'm a thousand dirty little rags...I'm annoying straight individuals again...don't ever say I'm acting like a *** Because gays, lesbians, and bisexual people are human... And they should be treated as one I will be a responsible adult-teen that's good It's not good in the hood in my ghetto neighborhood Tho... No... I guess I wasn't meant to be a poet Ideas get thrown down the pit... Again.... Frustration and vulnerability make me a victim of sham shame Just graze in your own maze Leave. Me. Alone. I'm mellow-yellow anger Red doesnt describe what I feel Discreet like two quiet feet I'm feeling as worthless as a fatigued whale...far away from the sun-shining shore I want love in my shoes and more No...I'm a temporary show The audience doesn't care I'll go by my own flow like a gray, white and black striped crow I'm not gay...I'm not pansexual...I'm not bisexual...I'm not transgender...I am straight. I'm happy with being me No labels involved hopefully Feeling so bleak like winter's night Let's fight the greatest fight during divine flight tonight I'll fly with my might With no shame I'm not playing my mind games My confusion increases My heart is shattered in pieces... Then things get ugly...abuse is seen on TV...a thousand times and more...it's a sad earth without mercy and mirth... I mend slowly So lend a hand and help me be free In sunlit glee...give birth to a heavenly mirth I'm not in grave danger Being me isn't stranger