I Have Said Too Much

I have said too much Spilling out my feeling like a tub overflowing Telling the world how I feel Sharing the secrets that are meant to be keep hidden Here I write confessing my love as if I was in a wooden box at church Expressing myself so freely Giving away parts of my soul Like a lady of the night I give it freely and charge none Why was I born this way? When will the time come that I change who I am Who they all say I must be I no longer want this life No longer want to be that first smile When you wake in the morning I guess as of now I have said too much Am I happy for you probably not! My words go unheard if the world lost the sense of hearing That is okay I lost the sense of feeling Feeling like a stepping stone Wiping your feet on my soul Your own doormat Have I said too much already? Perhaps I have but none will take notice None will send a volley cheer to enlighten my darken mood An artificial night as I lay here with the curtains closed to the world Pondering what is my next move The sun shines so bright outside these walls But no light is seen Maybe now I have said too much Maybe I haven’t said enough