I Have One Question

I wish I had a chance to say goodbye I know in time it was bound to happen But you were waiting for me to come Home, that is empty without you You left without even a note that you leaving If happiness was a destiny, I would choose Sorrow. Life without you has drastically changed I can't even believe that you gone. How could you leave me with so much pain & misery. You left a void in my life. Even my flesh & blood don't exists anymore. I was buried the day you Left this life. The part of me is with you deep down in that grave. I've struggled most of my life hoping You'd love me one day. But instead you left without Saying goodbye. My heart is filled with doubt and emptiness. My soul is weakened everyday of my life. No one will understand what I'm going through. The pain is eating me alive. I've lost a lot people by you leaving this life. I've gain a lot of pain since you were gone. I only have one Question?