I Have An Angel

How is it, That someone soo strong, Became soo weak, It's soo hard to let go of you mummy, You filled every sorrow, With your sweet words, You encouraged me in dark times, With your beautiful words, My secret keeper, I could tell you anything, As well as you could tell me, All your fears,worries and sorrows. Each time I saw your suffering, It tore me in two. You were fading right before my eyes, And there was nothing I could do, I prayed so dearly to the lord to rescue you. But there was no answer, No signs, Nothing, I keep questioning myself, Why,why,why, Then I remember your pain, Your suffering, And I know that you don't have to endure that anymore, I'm trying soo hard, To let my heart experience some comfort, But it's soo difficult, When I now know that now and forever I won't eva, Be with you, Talk to you, Love you, Hold you, You were my rock, My shield that protected me, Who do I go too now? Who can ever love me? Soo dearly,so purely, I have to keep telling myself that you are now a soul, An angel in heaven, No sorrow, No hurt, No pain, And that one day I will meet my sweet angel, hold you and never let you go. I will keep each memory we had, close to my heart and patiently wait, until I am with you once again to make new ones. My heart will forever love you, and keep you close, Mummy you will always and forever be in my heart and dreams. Love you ma