I Have Been Searching

I have been searching
I promise i will change
But everyday am still same
I cant stop to be me
My soul it never leave me cold
I have a urge 
So now i got this needs 

I have been searching 
I promise i will change
But everday i keep learning 
This experience i pass through 
everyday 
Is not ordinary 
This circumstances surrounding african
 is just
 too stupid to ignore 
So i keep asking
The WHY" never stop coming
 after and after another 

I have been searching 
I promise i will change
But now am still same
I keep searching 
So i keep moving
I keep searching for mankind 
So it mysteries brought me
 to an addiction 
I wanted to just hope
But my heart is far from it
So i keep searching 
Searching why africa
 is what it is now in our 21st
Century 
Searching why blacks are so 
discriminated world wide
Yet africa feed the world
Oh i promise to change
But this things cant change me

I have been searching 
I promise i will change
But how can i change 
with this troubles from yesterday's 
How can i change to know 
how not to love 
How can i change when 
there is no change in my country 
I promise to change but 
It Caught me searching 
I keep searching for mankind
I keep searching  for Africa unity
I keep searching for africans prides
I keep searching so i cant change me
I promise i will change
Yet not until all is equal as one

I have been searching 
I promise i will change yet
I feel helpless in this road
 of life we all trade on
I feel helpless with the promises
 of the men from the hill of political powers 
I feel confuse when i see
The good man yet die young
I feel handicaped when the great 
fall so soon right in front 
of our view
It makes me think when i see all
 this poverty all over my country 
It marvels me when i hear the amount 
of income my country loses 
everytime to greedy men 
Oh i keep searching 
What is the reason for all this calamity 
Since i have a soul 
Right deep the heart it dwells in me
So it does in everyone
My spirit leads my mind
So this time too long 
I just cant be just here
On this quest 
I have been searching
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016


Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.

Please Login to post a comment

Be the first to comment on this poem. Encourage this poet.

Get a Premium Membership
Get more exposure for your poetry and more features with a Premium Membership.
Book: Reflection on the Important Things

Member Area

My Admin
Profile and Settings
Edit My Poems
Edit My Quotes
Edit My Short Stories
Edit My Articles
My Comments Inboxes
My Comments Outboxes
Soup Mail
Poetry Contests
Contest Results/Status
Followers
Poems of Poets I Follow
Friend Builder

Soup Social

Poetry Forum
New/Upcoming Features
The Wall
Soup Facebook Page
Who is Online
Link to Us

Member Poems

Poems - Top 100 New
Poems - Top 100 All-Time
Poems - Best
Poems - by Topic
Poems - New (All)
Poems - New (PM)
Poems - New by Poet
Poems - Read
Poems - Unread

Member Poets

Poets - Best New
Poets - New
Poets - Top 100 Most Poems
Poets - Top 100 Most Poems Recent
Poets - Top 100 Community
Poets - Top 100 Contest

Famous Poems

Famous Poems - African American
Famous Poems - Best
Famous Poems - Classical
Famous Poems - English
Famous Poems - Haiku
Famous Poems - Love
Famous Poems - Short
Famous Poems - Top 100

Famous Poets

Famous Poets - Living
Famous Poets - Most Popular
Famous Poets - Top 100
Famous Poets - Best
Famous Poets - Women
Famous Poets - African American
Famous Poets - Beat
Famous Poets - Cinquain
Famous Poets - Classical
Famous Poets - English
Famous Poets - Haiku
Famous Poets - Hindi
Famous Poets - Jewish
Famous Poets - Love
Famous Poets - Metaphysical
Famous Poets - Modern
Famous Poets - Punjabi
Famous Poets - Romantic
Famous Poets - Spanish
Famous Poets - Suicidal
Famous Poets - Urdu
Famous Poets - War

Poetry Resources

Anagrams
Bible
Book Store
Character Counter
Cliché Finder
Poetry Clichés
Common Words
Copyright Information
Grammar
Grammar Checker
Homonym
Homophones
How to Write a Poem
Lyrics
Love Poem Generator
New Poetic Forms
Plagiarism Checker
Poetry Art
Publishing
Random Word Generator
Spell Checker
What is Good Poetry?
Word Counter