I Hate

I hate you. I hate your friends I hate me I hate sleep I hate my body I hate waking up in the morning pretending everything's Ok. I hate faking I hate putting on a show But i cant seen to hate the fact i can't let go Let me go I hate i can't see myself I hate that everything's a mystery. Each clue on the table ready to be found I hate that one trick of a clue leads to off track. I hate thinking I'm wrong and changing when I was right. I hate drowning out my sound. I hate telling people I'm Ok. Even though I'm not. I hate lies I hate lying I hate hiding I hate dying inside I hate trying to ignore the pain I hate hiding away But it's the only way The only way of hiding the pain. I hate opening and leaving I hate walking away I hate drowning my shirt In the tears I cry. I hate seeing happiness I hate the notifications I hate seeing the reminder Everything is not Ok.