I Hate

I hate you.
I hate your friends 
I hate me
I hate sleep
I hate my body 
I hate waking up in the morning pretending everything's Ok.
I hate faking
I hate putting on a show
But i cant seen to hate the fact i can't let go 
Let me go
I hate i can't see myself
I hate that everything's a mystery.
Each clue on the table ready to be found 
I hate that one trick of a clue leads to off track.
I hate thinking I'm wrong and changing when I was right.
I hate drowning out my sound.
I hate telling people I'm Ok. Even though I'm not.
I hate lies
I hate lying 
 I hate hiding 
I hate dying inside
I hate trying to ignore the pain 
I hate hiding away 
But it's the only way
The only way of hiding the pain.
I hate opening and leaving
I hate walking away 
I hate drowning my shirt 
In the tears I cry. 
I hate seeing happiness
I hate the notifications 
I hate seeing the reminder
Everything is not Ok.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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