I Had To Let Him Know..

I lay hear pricked and sickened by a thorned rose, those lips of poison with no antidote. Petals withering dying just like my heart..yet.. He dosn't know... I shudder under his eyes lurking with a smirk in the dark.... Maybe he knows? But why bother watching illusions fade through sand? I'm tired of putting faith in a dream that dosn't exist... When I've ever tried to gather them the've simply fallen from my hands? Now only coal colored tears drench in the place we shared only a teasing breath taking kiss. Sins written upon cathedrals, secret passions carved into gravestones.... I've tried to let him know... Is it so wrong to feel this intiment? Is it so wrong to be constantly consumed by the very essence of his darkness? Let me be honest...I'm threw with it! screw this.. I'll rip off my white wings for you and forging out my purity, forgetting my innocence. I'm through with our flirtatious pretending... The small slides of your finger tips again my shoulder.. To hold it back anylonger would just be too devistating.. I just have to let you know... Lifes full of risks and this ones worth taking, And let's face it....our loves become so beautiful and morbidly intoxicating.. Frustration from the burn devowering me from within, reputations fading slowly spilling out my soul as i give into sin... I just had to let you know....