I Guess Love Heartache

I guess I love heartache That’s why I kept taking him back I guess the heartbreak didn’t hurt bad enough the first time Left me alone and pregnant, crying myself to sleep But the love I had for him, was stronger than the pain I can tolerate pain; I’m very good at it I hated him, but I loved him at the same time That’s why it was easy to let him back in Silly of me, knowing he had another I guess I deserved that one huh? Left me once again Got depressed, cut all my hair off Moved on, had another baby I even fell in love again Should have known that would be no good Ended heartbroken from that one too I guess I love heartache Took him back again This time wasn’t so easy, I was cautious Wouldn’t let him get too close But then I weaken, love stronger than ever Thought this time would be it We had it right this time Knowing he had another I guess I love heartache But didn’t know about the other She made herself known Oh if you could have heard the breaking of my heart I thought I could tolerate pain Until it happened this time Lucky I found Jesus No telling what I would have done I guess I love heartache Took so long for the love to finally fade So glad God gave me the strength to move on Knowing I deserve better My heart deserves better Smile now painted on my face And I am so loving it Such a wonderful feeling Thank you father for true unconditional love I guess you can say I LOVED heartache Because now I love happiness and joy