I Gotta Getaway

I gotta getaway from Baltimore I got too many bad memories and truthfully I don't care who's gonna miss me Lord forgive me but I just love my lil brother a couple homeboys, & my best friend and because of that I want my life to end I gotta getaway I'm dealing wit some emotional sorrow so I'm living for the moment, forget tomorrow it seems to me I just wanna erase my past cause unfortunately someone to love me is one thing I never thought I had I'm leaving and nobody is gonna stop me from doing so why call ya peoples family if they make you feel so low I'd be better off on death row because at least I'd be going home I guess I'm leaving cause I need time alone I gotta leave for the fact I'm experiencing too much pain after what I just went threw my life won't ever be the same my mental mind frame is so messed up that me just thinking bout it is having me ready to erupt you can sympathize all you want but you can't feel what I feel I was so loyal to these niggas I was always ready to kill I don't know where this journey will lead just know all I ever wanted out of life was to be free