I Feel Like You Don'T Want To Read This

the times that possess my soul grab my neurons by the electrons so i speak too loudly and the pressure makes the eardrum vibrate like a big bass drum i spin like magnetic poles on the verge of flipping i see your emptiness i see my own new times that encapsulate your soul away from me creating fullness in the air i feel your need to speak out loud i wish you would the wine grapes were grown in my back yard i wish for the time when we just did what we had to do for somehow i grow like a ghost in your ,mind that dreams along side you and builds a place that makes the sun extra shiny for us when we smile again this idea is not so tough to realize because we secretly wish for our actualization it's just and forward the wavelength towards what we understand did i spell out the formulae or did i say that i wait and wait and wait for the words that will spill out of your mouth once in a while to tell the unkempt story i was expecting from the beginning say it again from a perspective that grins