I Feel It Coming

I feel like my time's coming I don't know why but I feel like I'm going to die soon Pacing up and down because of the way my mind's running I feel like my times coming Death doesn't scare me I've looked the grim reaper in the eye and laughed I became stronger every time he was near me Survived suicide attempts, and made it back Growing up I always wanted to die when I was 25 years old Because Tupac and Biggie did and both of them were my heroes I'm 25 now, so I wonder if god has kept that in his mind Will he let me live longer, or have I decided my own time? I speak my mind and my heart is real I won't go out easy because I'm hard to kill I've survived 25 years with scars still bleeding That's now I know it'll take a lot for my heart to stop beating If I get to heaven, I'll punch my dad in the face He was never there for me, never even shed a tear when he passed Some will say that's wrong to say and I shouldn't have that hate He chose alcohol over me, so I'll show my real emotions without a mask I feel like my time's coming I don't know why but I feel like I'm going to die soon Pacing up and down because of the way my mind's running I feel like my times coming